Wednesday, March 19, 2008

How to be remembered...

BOY
Are the stories about you true?
They say your mother is an immortal
goddess.

Achilles lifts up his shield. He slips his left forearm
into the leather straps on the inside of the shield.

BOY
They say you can't be killed.

ACHILLES
I wouldn't be bothering with the
shield then, would I?

BOY
The Thessalonian you're fighting
-- he's the biggest man I've ever
seen.

Achilles mounts the boy's horse.

BOY
I wouldn't want to fight him.

ACHILLES
That's why no one will remember
your name.

The scene from Troy, where Brad Pitt as Achilles, told the boy how to be remembered... to fight the impossible is always in my mind. In politics, we should be a man with principle. But what a shame for those who follow the flow and polish the apple to get what he or she wants in this temporary world.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

How to win votes?

Illustration and graphic taken from Malaysiakini

From his early works organizing the people in Chicago, Obama learnt the concept of issues, action, power and self-interest. He wrote, ' ...Find out their self-interest... That's why people become involved in organizing - because they think they'll get something out of it. Once I found an issue enough people cared about, I could take them into action. With enough actions, I could start to build power' (Obama 2004, 155).

SO, for the candidates wannabe in the upcoming general election please go to the grassroots first and learn what they really need and please care for them, not only when election comes but it is an ongoing services...

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Frustrated MP


It was after maghrib when I read the news about the desire not to contest and retain the seat. Something uncommon when the ambience of election is very much alive..... what we have read and heard were all about how the politicians wish to continue their services to the constituents (except those in MCA who reluctantly announced their retirement) and another four years will accomplish their mission. But the news from Malaysiakini have made me numb. My senior from IIUM decided that it is impossible for her to continue as MP due to the internal conflict within the party. This 'giant slayer' who retain the seat in 2004 by defeating the present MCA secretary general Ong Ka Chuan was a vocal MP in Dewan Rakyat. Good luck to Fong Po Kuan.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

In the mood of the game...


Just returned from Old Trafford... What an enjoyable game.... the celebration all along the journey back to Dungun...
Watching the game at OT - I'm dreaming
MANU 1 -MANC 2 - Dream comes true

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Datuk, I was there when you were crying for Islam....

The silver bearded man asked the audience what he will tell his grandchildren if he wouldn't say the truth about what Islam has taught just to keep his position as a mufti.. will haunt his life forever.... still fresh, repeatedly played in my memory the scene in Masjid Melayu Subang eleven years ago.... Alfatihah to Datuk Ishak Baharom

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Think as you wish....


Almost every class I've taught, I said to the student, in my class, thinking is compulsory and creative thinking will get extra mark. Some students told me, how can I measure the thinking and my answer was, I have the instrument that can see the bulb over your head ..... simple, those who has the ability to think critically could translate into words or actions. I did really enjoy when the class has full of thinkers and the tutorial was lively with full of knowledge spreading all over the campus.....

Thinking is the hardest work there is, which is the probable reason why so few engage in it - Henry Ford

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Obama, Obama

I've replayed so many times this speech and decided to share with the forumers.. you can go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqoFwZUp5vc
to watch the video. I''m currently reading the 'Dreams from My Father' written by him and in a short while I will post the review in my blog. This was the transcript of the speech.

You know, they said this day would never come. They said our sights were set too high. They said this country was too divided, too disillusioned to ever come together around a common purpose.

But on this January night, at this defining moment in history, you have done what the cynics said we couldn't do.

You have done what the state of New Hampshire can do in five days. You have done what America can do in this new year, 2008.

In lines that stretched around schools and churches, in small towns and in big cities, you came together as Democrats, Republicans and independents, to stand up and say that we are one nation. We are one people. And our time for change has come.

You said the time has come to move beyond the bitterness and pettiness and anger that's consumed Washington.

To end the political strategy that's been all about division, and instead make it about addition. To build a coalition for change that stretches through red states and blue states.

Because that's how we'll win in November, and that's how we'll finally meet the challenges that we face as a nation.

We are choosing hope over fear. We're choosing unity over division,

You said the time has come to tell the lobbyists who think their money and their influence speak louder than our voices that they don't own this government - we do. And we are here to take it back.

The time has come for a president who will be honest about the choices and the challenges we face, who will listen to you and learn from you, even when we disagree, who won't just tell you what you want to hear, but what you need to know.

And in New Hampshire, if you give me the same chance that Iowa did tonight, I will be that president for America.

I'll be a president who finally makes health care affordable and available to every single American, the same way I expanded health care in Illinois, by by bringing Democrats and Republicans together to get the job done. I'll be a president who ends the tax breaks for companies that ship our jobs overseas and put a middle-class tax cut into the pockets of working Americans who deserve it.

I'll be a president who harnesses the ingenuity of farmers and scientists and entrepreneurs to free this nation from the tyranny of oil once and for all.

And I'll be a president who ends this war in Iraq and finally brings our troops home who restores our moral standing, who understands that 9/11 is not a way to scare up votes but a challenge that should unite America and the world against the common threats of the 21st century. Common threats of terrorism and nuclear weapons, climate change and poverty, genocide and disease.

Tonight, we are one step closer to that vision of America because of what you did here in Iowa.

And so I'd especially like to thank the organizers and the precinct captains, the volunteers and the staff who made this all possible.

And while I'm at it on thank yous, I think it makes sense for me to thank the love of my life, the rock of the Obama family, the closer on the campaign trail.

I know you didn't do this for me. You did this because you believed so deeply in the most American of ideas - that in the face of impossible odds, people who love this country can change it.

I know this. I know this because while I may be standing here tonight, I'll never forget that my journey began on the streets of Chicago doing what so many of you have done for this campaign and all the campaigns here in Iowa, organizing and working and fighting to make people's lives just a little bit better.

I know how hard it is. It comes with little sleep, little pay and a lot of sacrifice. There are days of disappointment. But sometimes, just sometimes, there are nights like this, a night that, years from now, when we've made the changes we believe in, when more families can afford to see a doctor, when our children inherit a planet that's a little cleaner and safer, when the world sees America differently, and America sees itself as a nation less divided and more united, you'll be able to look back with pride and say that this was the moment when it all began.

This was the moment when the improbable beat what Washington always said was inevitable.

This was the moment when we tore down barriers that have divided us for too long; when we rallied people of all parties and ages to a common cause; when we finally gave Americans who have never participated in politics a reason to stand up and to do so.

This was the moment when we finally beat back the policies of fear and doubts and cynicism, the politics where we tear each other down instead of lifting this country up. This was the moment.

Years from now, you'll look back and you'll say that this was the moment, this was the place where America remembered what it means to hope. For many months, we've been teased, even derided for talking about hope. But we always knew that hope is not blind optimism. It's not ignoring the enormity of the tasks ahead or the roadblocks that stand in our path.

It's not sitting on the sidelines or shirking from a fight. Hope is that thing inside us that insists, despite all the evidence to the contrary, that something better awaits us if we have the courage to reach for it and to work for it and to fight for it.

Hope is what I saw in the eyes of the young woman in Cedar Rapids who works the night shift after a full day of college and still can't afford health care for a sister who's ill. A young woman who still believes that this country will give her the chance to live out her dreams.

Hope is what I heard in the voice of the New Hampshire woman who told me that she hasn't been able to breathe since her nephew left for Iraq. Who still goes to bed each night praying for his safe return.

Hope is what led a band of colonists to rise up against an empire. What led the greatest of generations to free a continent and heal a nation. What led young women and young men to sit at lunch counters and brave fire hoses and march through Selma and Montgomery for freedom's cause.

Hope, hope is what led me here today. With a father from Kenya, a mother from Kansas and a story that could only happen in the United States of America.

Hope is the bedrock of this nation. The belief that our destiny will not be written for us, but by us, by all those men and women who are not content to settle for the world as it is, who have the courage to remake the world as it should be.

That is what we started here in Iowa and that is the message we can now carry to New Hampshire and beyond.

The same message we had when we were up and when we were down; the one that can save this country, brick by brick, block by block, that together, ordinary people can do extraordinary things.

Because we are not a collection of red states and blue states. We are the United States of America. And in this moment, in this election, we are ready to believe again.

Thank you, Iowa

Saturday, December 15, 2007

The Village By The Sea


My first year in IIUMC dealt a lot with the language classes. I started my english course with level 1. The lowest level. The beginner. But it was an opportunity that I treasure most. One of my lecturer in my first semester was Miss Naomi Lane. A sixty-something English woman who taught us reading comprehension. The text that we were required to read comprehensively was a book by Anita Desai, The Village by The Sea. The way Miss Lane handle the class made the lesson very interesting. The synopsis below taken from wikipedia.

The Village by the Sea is set in a small village called Thul, which is 14 kilometres from Bombay. Lila, the eldest child among four siblings, is thirteen years old, yet she already has the maturity of an adult. Her brother Hari, twelve, is the only person with whom she can share her troubles. Their mother is ill and needs constant care and nursing. Nobody knows exactly what she suffers from but she grows weaker and weaker with each passing day. Their father, who has been out of work for months, is in a permanent drunken stupor, from which he arises occasionally to shout at his family.

With two younger sisters to take care of as well as their mother, life for Lila and Hari is not easy. Their father is not very useful as he is often away at the local toddy shop, getting drunk. There is a constant need for money as the family is almost always in debt. Then one day, Hari decides he has had just about enough and leaves for Bombay– the Bombay where dreams come true and ambition yields.

Lila is left alone to manage her sisters Bela and Kamal, as well as her mother, and somehow keep the family strings together. Help comes from an unexpected source, the rich DeSilva's. Meanwhile, Hari is new in the great city of Bombay, and all alone. A kind restaurant proprietor, Jagu, takes pity on him and welcomes him to work in his restaurant, Sri Krishna Eating House. There, Hari builds a strong friendship with Mr. Panwallah, the lovable watch repairer whose shop is just beside Jagu’s.

This book gave some influences for some of us as it was our first English novel.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I (still) like watching people....

Since moving to the Dungun, I've missed a lot of things that I used to spend with when I was in Bangi and KL. One of these moments was like sitting or standing in a train and watching the other strangers (commuters) around- when you have no book to read. You can see all types of people spending their daily routine commute from/to their home and workplace. Some of them exercise their fingers by keep on SMSing all the way until they reach the destination. Most of them fall asleep. But some part of this journey also can turn to be some exercises for your heart, falling in love with the stranger. Simple, when you find somebody that when your eyes meet her, your heart starts to wish something. And waiting for the next station , who will reach first... love at the first sight and not more than 45 minutes (considering the length of time spent in the train). Believe me , it will make your journey seems faster . - This message is under controlled by the association of the united husbands for the sensitive wives.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Globalisation ala Americans

Globalisation that so much linked with the borderless world, where all the transactions and movements have no limits has changed the international relation. Americans, especially the neocon, has made this globalisation (read capitalism) as a new tool to expand their foreign policies in order to protect their national interest. These words from Kristol need to be pondered.

"AND THEN, of course, there is foreign policy, the area of American politics where neoconservatism has recently been the focus of media attention. This is surprising since there is no set of neoconservative beliefs concerning foreign policy, only a set of attitudes derived from historical experience. (The favorite neoconservative text on foreign affairs, thanks to professors Leo Strauss of Chicago and Donald Kagan of Yale, is Thucydides on the Peloponnesian War.) These attitudes can be summarized in the following "theses" (as a Marxist would say): First, patriotism is a natural and healthy sentiment and should be encouraged by both private and public institutions. Precisely because we are a nation of immigrants, this is a powerful American sentiment. Second, world government is a terrible idea since it can lead to world tyranny. International institutions that point to an ultimate world government should be regarded with the deepest suspicion. Third, statesmen should, above all, have the ability to distinguish friends from enemies. This is not as easy as it sounds, as the history of the Cold War revealed. The number of intelligent men who could not count the Soviet Union as an enemy, even though this was its own self-definition, was absolutely astonishing.

Finally, for a great power, the "national interest" is not a geographical term, except for fairly prosaic matters like trade and environmental regulation. A smaller nation might appropriately feel that its national interest begins and ends at its borders, so that its foreign policy is almost always in a defensive mode. A larger nation has more extensive interests. And large nations, whose identity is ideological, like the Soviet Union of yesteryear and the United States of today, inevitably have ideological interests in addition to more material concerns. Barring extraordinary events, the United States will always feel obliged to defend, if possible, a democratic nation under attack from nondemocratic forces, external or internal. That is why it was in our national interest to come to the defense of France and Britain in World War II. That is why we feel it necessary to defend Israel today, when its survival is threatened. No complicated geopolitical calculations of national interest are necessary."

Excerpted from 'The Neoconservative Persuasion : What it was, and what it is.' By Irving Kristol, From the August 25, 2003 issue 08/25/2003, Volume 008, Issue 47

The way we see the world...

It was my freshman year when I started to do a part time job at one of the country's leading pharmacies. On that moment, I thought I was an independent student who can earn some pocket money and at the same time struggling to get the degree. Yes, I earn what I've searched for but I've lost what I've supposed to grab at the garden of virtue and knowledge.

"Part of the problem, Mitch, is that everyone is in such a hurry," Morrie said. "People haven't found meaning in their lives, so they're are running all the time looking for it. They think the next car, the next house and the next job. Then they find those things are empty, too, and they keep running." ( Tuesday with Morrie, p 136)

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Empty Decorations

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know

Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?
Why did they leave me far behind ?

Cause i don't wanna be alone
Living life all on my own
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know
Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

END OF SEMESTER

The semester is nearly ends as well as Ramadhan. We have been asked to finished the syllabus before the final week of Ramadhan. But my first Ramadhan in Dungun is quite tough especially when lecturing in the evening......

Saturday, September 15, 2007

For One more Day

Just finished reading this book by Mitch Albom, and I've to admit that Tuesday with Morrie is better in term of the narrative. But it's still on my top ten list of the best books for this year.

"If you had the chance, just one chance, to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it? And if you did, would you be big enough to stand it? Mitch Albom, in this new book, once again demonstrates why he is one of my favorite writers: a fearless explorer of the wishful and magical, he is also a devout believer in the power of love. For One More Day will make you smile. It will make you wistful. It will make you blink back tears of nostalgia. But most of all, it will make you believe in the eternal power of a mother's love."
--James McBride, author of
The Color of Water

Thursday, September 06, 2007

I have a blog?

Blogging is an activity that you turn to it at least once a day... but what happen to me, it was a long hiatus to update this blog... don't know why... nothing to be blamed...
'a blog is your own personal virtual soapbox, where you can get up every morning and, in the form of a column or a newsletter or just a screed, tell he world what you think about any subject, upload that content onto your own website, and hen wait for the world to come check it out.' (The World is Flat, Friedman:118)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

New Constitution in Thailand

Military government in Thailand has conducted the first ever referendum in this country last Sunday to decide whether the new constitution will be accepted or not. Only 57.6 per cent of the eligible voters voted, far below the usual turnout at general elections. According to Peter Janssen in his analysis,
'a final count of ballots cast, only 57 per cent of the people who bothered to vote Sunday supported the new charter, with 42 per cent rejecting it. And despite being the country's "first-ever" referendum, the novelty value was insufficient to draw the masses to the polling stations'.

By this result, the re-installation of democracy in Thailand has a long road to go....

Saturday, August 04, 2007

New Politics in US-UK?

What matter most? Image or Ability…. The way Hillary leads the run for the democratic nomination and Gordon Brown newly crowned as Prime Minister has portrayed the new style of leadership. ‘Goodbye charisma, hello new politics’ provides detailed analysis about this new politics in US-UK relationship ….

Friendship....

I've borrowed this paragraph with Chris Widener

Surround yourself with good friends. Good friend are such a blessing! I have some of the most intelligent, capable, successful, and caring friends a person could have. I have three or four people in my life that I completely trust and admire. When friendships are clicking, there is almost nothing that provides more happiness. Take time to develop your friendships. Spend time with them, do fun things with them etc. Even as life gets more and more busy, make time with your friends a priority.

One of the best things that follows me besides my shadow, is the need to make friend. Friends come and go.... some of them remain in your heart.... but one thing that's very hard to say to a friend especially when he or she needs your favour at the moment you're having a bundle of works, the word NO.


Monday, July 30, 2007

Thinking aloud in the next GE?

Finally Malaysiakini has reported the next journey of Jeff Ooi to shift the political arena from Gerakan to DAP. Another coup de ta? Anyway, the main issue here is how blogging is well accepted as a ground to search the new recruits for political parties. Remember Nik Nazmi and Tony Pua ? Adios

Monday, July 02, 2007

Interfaith according to Karen Armstrong

Quest for peace

By: Jacqueline Ann Surin, Husna Yusop and Dorothy Teoh (Thu, 28 Jun 2007)

To neo-conservatives, she's an "apologist for Muslims". But to some Muslims, she's unqualified to speak about Islam because she's not Muslim. Malaysia, on its part, has banned three of her books. That's not stopping religious historian, author and commentator Karen Armstrong from promoting interfaith dialogue and understanding through her books and lectures. The former Catholic nun, most famous for her book A History of God, speaks to JACQUELINE ANN SURIN, HUSNA YUSOP and DOROTHY TEOH while on a visit to Malaysia as a speaker for a Wisma Putra conference and a youth dialogue earlier this month.
theSun: We understand this is your first visit to the region, and your first ever to Malaysia?

Armstrong: Yes, that's right.

What kinds of questions about religion have you been posed here, that have been common questions that have been raised for you in the West?

Well, most of them really are much the same about the nature of religion, and the place of belief in religion. Why religious people are not compassionate when all the religions teach us about compassion. That kind of thing.

Would you say that of all the major religions of the world, Islam is currently the most misunderstood?

Yes, I would.

How did this happen, you think?

Well, the West has found it always very difficult to understand Islam. Islamaphobia dates right back to the time of the Crusades when we tended to project worries about our own behaviour unto Islam.

And so, it was in the West at a time when the Crusaders were fighting a brutal holy war against Muslims in the middle East that they said that Islam was a violent religion of the sword, projecting their worry and anxiety about their own unreligious behaviour unto the Muslims. And that's been a common pattern. The Muslims, and the Jews, became the shadow self of Europe. The opposite of everything we thought we might be or hoped we weren't.

And recently, the terrorist attacks committed in the name of Islam have tended to confirm that view.

Seeing as this misunderstanding about Islam is so historically rooted, what ways can we employ to correct this misrepresentation?

Well, I think what would be helpful would be if Muslims undertook a counter-offensive, and started to project the peaceful image of Islam more energetically. Trying to find a more imaginative and creative way of expressing this.

You can't just take it for granted that people will see that (the peaceful image of Islam). You need to display it, if you like, as spectacularly as the terrorists have demonstrated something inaccurate about Islam.

I think I read in one of your interviews, you suggested that Muslims should actually march down the streets of New York, saying 'Muslims for Peace'.

Yes, that's right. And that was after 9/11 when I suggested that American Muslims organise a march going down to the World Trade Centre. That sort of thing. It's for you to decide how to do it. But, I think, some such initiative would be helpful.

Sept 11 was a milestone of sorts in that it reinforced the common Western assumption that Islam is a violent religion. It's been six years since Sept 11. Do you think enough has been done to repair the damage done to the image of Islam?

No.

No? And the hostility towards Islam, in the West, is still as evident today as it was before?

Yes. Because there have been other events since Sept 11. There have been the Bali bombings, there've been the London bombings, there've been the Danish cartoons with the violent Muslim riposte there.

And on both sides, the relationship between Islam and the West is being forged by extremists. In the Danish cartoon crisis, the secularists who were publishing those cartoons again and again and again were secular fundamentalists who were aggressively pushing free speech 'in your face', as it were.

And certainly on the other side, the Muslims who were tearing down embassies and resorting to violence were also extremists. Polls taken during this crisis showed that 97% of the Muslim youth questioned, for example, even though they were offended by the cartoons, were horrified by the violence.

And similarly, Danes who were questioned at the same time were supportive of the ideal of free speech but were very distressed that the cartoons had created this crisis and had given this degree of offence.

Thus, all you heard about in the press were the extremes. And I think the media bears a responsibility here. After all, Muslims going peacefully along to pray at the mosque isn't really news.

No. It doesn't make the headlines.

It doesn't make the headlines. And the media does tend to thrive on the more dramatic forms of events.

So, on both sides, you have extremists hogging the headlines, and in a way, framing the debate.

Yes. The middle ground gets left out.

And their voice is not heard...

Is not heard.

...in the public discourse.

No, it isn't. So, therefore, it would be good if peaceable Muslims could find some ways of capturing media attention.

Hence, coming back to your suggestion about the need to be more imaginative and creative?

Yes.

Have you seen examples of how groups have been creative or imaginative?

Not really, not in this field. But other people may have.

Is it because with religion, it's particularly difficult to talk about it in the public sphere, when religion and faith for a lot of people, is a very private matter?

I don't think it's just a matter of talking about it. I think it's a matter of demonstrating it in some way. In events like the march I suggested. That kind of thing.

In one interview that you did for your book Muhammad: A Biography of the Prophet, you said that the Prophet 'must be one of the greatest genuises the world has ever known, both spiritually and politically, yet he was also a genius at humanity'. Do you think enough people - Muslims and non-Muslims - understand that today?

I think there's a lot of ignorance about the Prophet in the West. And that's why I wrote my book. It was for Western people.

Originally, my objective was to talk about the Prophet's life in a way that Western people could understand. But the behaviour of the Prophet could, for example, give Muslims some idea of how to deal with this problem of apostacy that you have here at the moment.

The Prophet wanted there to be no compulsion in religion. When one of his companions converted back to Christianity, for example, the Prophet accepted it; there was no question of putting the man to death.

There is also the famous story about him standing up respectfully when the body of a Jew was being taken out to burial in Medina.

But unfortunately, there is a tendency, especially when people feel under attack, for those who feel particularly threatened, to become hardline.

Maybe the situation is different because at that time during the Prophet's time, their original religion was not Islam. So, they converted to Islam and then they converted out of the religion. But in Malaysia, Malays are born Muslims. So, maybe the situation is different.

I'm sure there's a difference. But the question I was asked was do Muslims understand the humanity of the Prophet. And the Quran says quite clearly there must be no compulsion in religion. No coercion. People must not be forced against their will. So, that's something for people to consider, too, I think.

So, in our country, where most of us believe that Muslim apostates should be sentenced to death, what do you think about that?

I think it's upsetting. As I said, I don't think this was the sort of way the Prophet behaved. That was the question I was asked.

So, it would then suggest, just from this little bit of conversation that we've had, that Muslims themselves maybe do not understand the genius that Muhammad was.

Unfortunately, in most religions, very few are able to live up to their founders, who were men and women of spiritual genuis.

I don't think many Christians live up to Jesus. Many Buddhists are unable to live up to the Buddha.

Because these were figures of towering spirituality and insight, and most of us cannot reach this extraordinary standard. They are models, archetypal figures for us to imitate, and we always fall short.

Ok, related to that whole discussion about apostacy, in Malaysia, the punishment for apostacy can range from a fine or enforced rehabilitation right up to death, even though death hasn't yet been enforced. Why do you think Muslims have this kind of reaction when one of them chooses to leave the faith? Just because it's very clear in the Quran, as you've said already, that there is no compulsion in religion, and nowhere in the Quran does it stipulate that death is the punishment for apostacy and you would think that for something as drastic as that, it would be clearly stated in the Quran.

Yes.

So, why this kind of adverse reaction, and it's not just in Malaysia, obviously. It's happening in other Muslim countries as well. Leaving the faith is seen as something which is criminal even.

And I think this came in long after Muhammad had died. This would also have been true in pre-modern Europe, too. If you had apostatised from Christianity in the Middle Ages, you would have been punished and ostracised, too.

Similarly, in early modern Europe, if you were the 'wrong kind' of Christian, you would be very likely to be put to death. Christ would have been appalled at such behaviour.

But in a medieval polity, when religious allegiance was identical with allegiance to the state, apostacy became treason, punishable by death. But in a more secular world, that's more difficult to understand.

So, do you see this period where there are a lot of acts of violence that suggest that Muslims feel very threatened, do you see this as just part of a process (to grapple with modernity)?

No, I don't think we can ever say that deliberate violence is just part of a process. That suggests that people have no free will about committing these atrocities. That's clearly not the case.

But we have to remember that our modernity has been very violent. We are killers. As a species, we kill. We kill each other. And our superior technology has enabled us to kill with unprecedented efficiency and on a scale that was unimaginable hitherto.

Between 1914 and 1945, 70 million people died in Europe as a result of armed conflict. We've also created nuclear weapons that would enable us to wipe out the entire human race.

We've killed in concentration camps in unprecedented numbers. Violence has permeated all kinds of spheres. There's violence at a football match, for example. The United States is a very violent country, where it is too easy to buy guns, so we have seen these terrible school shootings.

So, we shouldn't be surprised that violence has also permeated religion, especially in regions which have been given over, for decades, to armed conflict. In the Middle East, for example, there has been almost continuous war and conflict for almost a century. And so, too, in Afghanistan, which was the theatre of a cold war battle, and then was just abandoned to become a lawless place ruled by warlords.

If you are born in Gaza, you will see tanks on the street every day, soldiers with guns, suicide bombings, houses being demolished by bulldozers and people carted off to jail. Such violence will infect everything - your dreams, your fantasies, ambitions, and relationships. In such regions, religion gets sucked into the conflict and becomes a part of the problem.

You've often been accused by the West for being 'an apologist for Muslims'. How do you respond to such criticisms?

Well, first of all, I'd say that people who say that need to understand the English Language. An 'apologist' is not someone who apologises in our sense. An 'apologia' is a rational explanation and an 'apologist' is somebody who gives a rational explanation of an event or a phenomenon.

At a time like ours, when there is so much irrational bigotry around, I think that is an important corrective to give a reasoned explanation of the religion of Islam, which is so often misrepresented.

People who object to my work are usually offended because they have an ingrained view of what Islam is, and they don't like hearing that undermined in any way. That is because hostility towards Islam is so central a part of the Western identity: we've long used Islam as a kind of foil against which we measure ourselves.

So when this negative image of Islam is undermined in any way, people get upset because they feel that their own identity is in peril. It is also true that many of the people who make these accusations are hand-in-glove with the neo-conservative administration in Washington which have a particular political agenda and it suits them very well to say that Islam is a violent and dreadful religion.

And your books then become a counterweight to the demonisation of Islam.

That's it, yes. Like John Esposito's books do in the same way.

He's banned here as well, by the way. (Esposito's What Everyone Needs to Know About Islam is banned in Malaysia under the Printing Presses and Publications Act).

I know, I know [laughs].

So, you're in good company.

I know I'm in good company [laughs].

Ok, but at the same time, you're a white woman who is a kafir who writes authoritatively on Islam.

Excuse me, I'm not a kafir. Jews and Christians are people of the Book, and are not kafirs. It is inaccurate and unQuranic to say that they are kafirun. I would describe myself as a hanif.

Which is...?

In the Quran, a hanif is one of the followers of Abraham, people who surrendered to God before Jews, Muslims and Christians formed separate sects.

But do you get called a white woman who isn't a Muslim and what right do you have to write about Islam?

Oh, yes. Somebody said that the other night at the conference (the International Conference on Islam and the West: Bridging the Gap from June 15 to 16, organised by the Foreign Ministry's Institute of Diplomacy and Foreign Relations) [chuckles].

I heard about that. And what is your response to that?

Well, I think Islam is a religion, a phenomenon that anybody can study. Why shouldn't I study it just because I'm not a Muslim?

I study Buddhism. The Dalai Lama doesn't tell me I mustn't write about the Buddha. I've written about Confucius. Leading Confucians are quite happy with what I've said about Confucius.

You teach rabbis.

I teach rabbis.

And you're not a practising Jew.

And they like it that I write about Judaism, and understand Judaism because the discussions I have with them, say about Christianity, are therefore more pertinent.

The only way we're going to make any progress in this distressing conflict is if we learn about one another.

And, frankly, I wouldn't have to do this if Muslims did more to explain their faith. It is exhausting to be continually on the road; right now, I have a bad cough and cold, which I caught on the plane coming over to Malaysia, and I could now be sitting happily at home, writing about quite different topics. Believe me, I have other things I'd rather do, you know.

So, it would be great if some of you people would also go on the road and do this instead of leaving it to people like me and John Esposito [laughs].

So, if the gentleman the other night wouldn't mind doing a little more work to propagate a more peaceful image of Islam himself, then John and I could happily retire! [laughs]

But do you think this kind of labelling - on one hand you have the neo-cons calling you an 'apologist for Muslims' and then on the other hand, you have Muslims saying 'What right do you have to write about Islam?' - do you think this kind of labelling is a way to exclude certain voices from the public discourse?

Yes, I do. And it's also very much against building bridges. How do we build bridges unless people on both sides learn about each other?

And, it is only fair to note that Muslims in the West have told me that they've only been able to teach their children Islam because of my books. These children are Westerners, who have grown up in the United States or Britain and they don't approach the text in the same way as their parents did in, say, Pakistan or Saudi Arabia. They can't respond to the story of the Prophet when it is told in the traditional way. It doesn't speak to them because they have absorbed other norms. So because I am a Westerner, writing about Islam, Muslims tell me that my books have enabled them to teach these young people.

Now, if these young people then also could start writing books about the Prophet, or about Islam, and thus spread the good word, then again, there would be no need for me to do all this. I wrote my book about the Prophet (Muhammad: A Biography of the Prophet, 1992) way back at the time of the Salman Rushdie crisis. (Editor's note: Rushdie's 1988 novel, The Satanic Verses, sparked of Muslim protests who deemed it blashphemous and led to Iranian leader Ayatollah Khomeini issuing a fatwa the following year calling for his death. Several attempts were made to murder Rushdie and he had to go into hiding under police guard. Rushdie's recent knighting by the British government has led to renewed condemnation and death threats from some Muslim states and groups.)

When the fatwa was issued against him?

Yes, because I was horrified by the way that British liberals, in order to defend Rushdie's right to publish what he chose, segued from a criticism of the fatwa to an out and out denunciation of Islam itself. And it seemed to me wrong to defend a liberal principle by evoking a medieval bigotry.

So, I wrote my book about Muhammad initially for my own countrymen. (Editor's note: Armstrong put aside writing A History of God when the fatwa was issued against Rushdie in order to write Muhammad).

And if Muslims did this and were able to speak and write in an idiom that the West could understand, then I wouldn't need to do it.

The Malaysian government has banned three of your books - A History of God, Muhammad: A Biography of the Prophet and The Battle for God for apparently being "detrimental to peace and harmony" in Malaysia.

[laughs]

What are your thoughts on this, and have you been banned anywhere else in the world?

There are people who would love to ban me, such as the neo-conservatives Daniel Pipes or Robert Spencer in the United States. I've also had threatening letters from secularists in Britain for writing positively about religion in general, and Islam in particular.

I can't think that I've actually been banned anywhere else but I may well have been. But this seems ridiculous. I cannot see how these books are in any way detrimental to peace. They're all about promoting peace and harmony, and banning things is simply not helpful.

Do you think religion is necessary in this day and age?

Yes. Because people are religious. People are going to be religious whether the pundits or the intellectuals think it's necessary or not.

In the same way, there are always going to be people who are dancers, singers or poets.

In the middle of the 20th century, it was generally assumed that secularism was the coming ideology. And that never again would religion play a major role in world events. But now, there has been a massive religious revival in almost every part of the world, showing that secularism has not fulfilled all the promises that it made.

Of the major religions - Islam, Christianity, Judaism, Hinduism and Buddhism - which do you think provides the most liberating messages of peace, justice and compassion?

They all do. They all do it in their own distinctive way. I don't see any of these world religions as better than any of the others. Each has its own particular genius and each its own particular vulnerabilities.

So, where do you think we can find the common ground to build interfaith understanding and help to reduce ongoing conflict?

When you ask that, what do you mean? 'Where can we...?' Who is we?

'We' as in people. Humanity. Or adherents of the various religions.

I think there are various political problems that are fuelling this division. I think that is crucial. And I think that a lot of the terrorism, for example, is motivated by politics rather than by reading the Quran. I don't think people read the Quran and say I must go and bomb a London bus. They decide to bomb a London bus because of politics, because in Iraq, Palestine, all these outstanding issues, and then pick out a few verses in the Quran which they see as justifying their action. That's how it works. This is politics rather than religion.

So, where can we start to build a common understanding?

In religious terms, I think, by stressing the elements that we have in common. The religions all have in common a preoccupation with compassion. They all teach that it is essential to feel with the other, to look out for others, to love the stranger, to honour the foreigner.

When Muhammad conquered Mecca and invited the Quraish to enter Islam, he stood beside the Kaabah and said, 'O Quraish, God is calling you from the chauvinism of jahiliyyah with its pride in ancestors. But all men come from Adam and Adam came from dust.'

He was thus insisting that the human race is one single family and that none of us has much to be proud of.

And then he quoted God's words in the Quran: 'O people, we have formed you from a male and a female and formed you into tribes and nations so that you may know one another.' Not so that you may convert one another, or terrorise one another, or conquer one another, or colonise one another, or kill one another, but so that you may reach beyond tribal bonds and know one another.

I think that in its appreciation of other faiths and its inspired pluralism, the Quran has a headstart on many of the other scriptures, for promoting a more pluralistic vision of the world.

But that is not what we are seeing now.

No.

When you talk about finding a room for the others in our minds, how do you build a common understanding if they can't even find room for the other?

Yes, but not everybody is like that. The world is divided into those who find the new pluralism inspiring and helpful and those who find it a threat.

And there is a division in all the religions, not just in Islam, on this matter, as I have said earlier. And it is no good saying, 'Well, people must be forced to become pluralistic!' because that will make them even more tense and worried.

The thing to do is gently to proceed forward. Those who have adopted this more pluralistic vision - and many Muslims have done so - must proceed with bridge building but they must also learn to appreciate the fears and anxieties that underline the more hardline approach. Because when people feel threatened and under attack, coercion will only make them more extreme.

You were a Catholic nun for seven years before you left the convent, and you described yourself as being disillusioned and depressed, and you wanted nothing to do with religion for a long time after that. What was it about Catholicism or religion that you found objectionable?

It wasn't kind.

It wasn't kind?

Yes. And I think that the most important thing is compassion, is to be kind, and the religion that doesn't project kindness, the Quran is always talking about kindness, friendliness.

So is the Bible.

So is the Bible. 'Do not address the People of the Book except in the most kindly manner.' Instead of fulminating about them for daring to mention a word about Islam, speak in a kindly manner.

And I think, unless religious people exude kindness they have not understood their religion. ... I met the Dalai Lama about 18 months ago. And he said, my religion is kindness. That's it. To be kind at every moment of your life, endlessly, all day and every day, becoming an image of gentleness and openness.

That is what religion is about because it forces you to reach out towards the other - out of your own selfishness. Compassion requires you to put yourself in the place of the other. And if a religion can't do that and becomes cruel and aggressive instead, then, it has failed, I think.

So you didn't experience this kindness when you were a nun at the convent?

No, I didn't. I have written all about that.

Ya, in your biography.

It's not banned yet so you can read that one [laughs].

[Laughs] Not yet anyway, we never know.

Yes. Let's keep quiet about it [laughs].

Final question, how would you describe your religious beliefs today, if you still subscribe to any?

I think 'belief' - I'm sorry to be pedantic about terms - but I think we spend far too much time troubling about belief. This is a special problem for Christians.

But the Quran doesn't talk much about believing things. It talks about doing things. Look at the five pillars of Islam - going on the hajj, fasting in Ramadan, praying, doing things. And Jesus didn't talk much about believing things. It was about being good, being kind, being thoughtful to others.

It's only since the 18th century, and that in the West, that faith has been acquainted with believing, accepting certain propositions, certain ideas, certain theological opinions.

The word 'belief' in English originally comes from the Middle English word 'beleven', which means to love.

And 'credo', the Latin for 'I believe', comes from the Latin 'cor do', (meaning) 'I give my heart.' And similarly, when Jesus says, 'You must have faith in the New Testament', the Greek word is 'pistis' which also means commitment, giving your heart to something. Not accepting certain ideas.

The Quran makes it quite clear that the kafirs had the right beliefs. As God says to Muhammad, 'If you ask them who created the world, they will certainly say, Allah.' The kafirun understood the theology. The problem was that they were not doing anything about it. They were not accepting the fact that they were creatures, owing everything to God, and behaved as though they were the centre of the world.

So, I think that we spend far too much time saying, 'What do you believe?'

Beliefs make no sense unless you put them into practice. Religious doctrines, religious teachings are a summons to action. And it is only when you put them into practice that you realise their truth. The Quran won't be true to you, unless you answer its call to justice, to doing good in society, to fasting and praying. When you do these things, then you discover that the Quran has meaning.

But if you just read it as though it were an article in the newspaper, without in anyway letting it affect your behaviour, it will remain something distant and something that you can argue about but it won't become a vibrant truth in your life and heart.

And similarly, in Christianity. The New Testament is all about following Jesus, instead of being preoccupied with such questions as, 'Is Jesus the Son of God or not?' How do we prove this? Do I believe it? In the New Testament, St Paul quotes an early Christian hymn which says that Jesus was created in the image of God, but that he did not hold on to this. But he became a humble person, emptying himself of his self-importance, and even accepted a horrible death. And because of this acceptance and self-emptying, God raised him up to a very high level. Christians often claim that this text proves that from a very early date in their history the early church believed that Jesus was the incarnate son of God.

But that is not what the text is about: it is a call to action. Paul introduces this teaching by, saying 'You must have the same mind as Christ Jesus. You must empty yourself of your self-importance.' If you don't do this, you won't understand the meaning of the story of Jesus. It won't be a truth to you. You have to be self-effacing, making others more important than yourself. Again, the emphasis is on kindness. And unless you do this, you won't understand the truth about Jesus.

So, I am not fixated on the idea of belief. The Quran dismisses many of these orthodox doctrines as zannah - self-indulgent guesswork, about matters that nobody can prove one way or the other. Why quarrel about them as the Jews and Chrstians did? It makes people quarrelsome, sectarian and unkind.

Nobody has the last word on God. Buddhism has no time for beliefs. The Buddha had a monk who kept on pestering him about whether there was a God or not and who had created the world; had the world been created in time or had it always existed? As a result, this monk

wasn't getting along with his meditation and his ethical practice because he was too busy worrying about these abstruse metaphysical issues. The Buddha told him he was like a man who'd been shot with a poisoned arrow, but who refused to have any medical treatment until he found out the name of the person who shot him and what village he came from. And, the Buddha concluded, you'll die before you get this perfectly useless information.

These things are fascinating and we can while away many happy hours discussing these absorbing questions but they won't help you. Suppose you actually succeed in discovering who created the world - what difference would it make to your life?

So, the point of Buddhism was to behave differently. Only then would a Buddhist understand the nature of Nirvana.

So it is best to concentrate not on believing things but on doing things. My prayer is my study. When I am at home, I spend the whole day immersing myself in sacred texts. And very often, as I said yesterday, when I am studying these things, I get moments of transcendence and awe and wonder and uplift.

Thus study is for me a form of spirituality that is easier than meditation and yoga, which I have never been able to do.

And as for behaviour, I try to put the Golden Rule - do not do to others what you would not like them to do to you - into practice all day and every day, as Confucius advised his pupils. That is the essence of religion and it's a full time job. And so, I try to concentrate on that.